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Editor's Note: This is the third installment of an 11-part short
story written by Shawn Smith, a junior English major from Keene,
N.H. A new installment will be presented in each issue of The
Norwich Guidon during the 2001-02 school year.
Reality's End
by Shawn Smith
Part 3
CHRONICLE I: ECHOES FROM THE PAST
I stood on the hill and watched my master and his student as they
faced one another. It was not my place to speak, even though I had
the experience to do so. I knew I could answer what I read to be
his question in mere seconds, but this was his student, not mine.
Why were you beaten? my master finally asked his opponent
as he sheathed his sword.
I approached slowly and saw that my masters opponent was a
young girl, about eighteen years old. She looked down at the ground
at her discarded sword and then stared into her teachers eyes.
I could feel her disappointment and loss even before she answered
his question.
Master, you are better than me. You are faster and more skilled
than I am, she said sadly.
Akagi shook his head and said, No. You only believe that I
am better. Until you realize what should be done and not what can
be done, you will never defeat an opponent. He took a short
breath. Now, go and think about what has happened this day.
The girl nodded and quickly bowed to my master, who returned the
gesture. She turned around and walked down the hill. Within moments,
she was completely out of sight.
My master must have sensed my presence, because he faced me and
smiled broadly. He walked to me and we bowed to each other. He looked
exactly the same as he did when I first met him.
David-san! I am pleased to see you here. Has it been a year,
already?
Yes, sensei, it has been. I see you have a new student. How
is she doing?
She has much strength within, but lacks focus at critical
moments. But, I feel that she will learn to tame her vision soon
enough.
Yes, I felt that, too.
You still look to be quite young, my old student. You wear
your age well.
I grinned, as I knew that I only looked to be about twenty-five
or so. Not as well as you, Im afraid. Im not even
a hundred years old, yet, I replied with a grin still on my
face.
Ah, but someday you will be. And then, many more years after
that, perhaps two-thousand more, as I am now. Come, walk with me
back into the world, my master said as he grasped my shoulder
lightly.
My six-foot, two-inch frame seemed to dwarf Master Akagis
five-foot-five, but certainly not my immense respect and admiration
for him. I maneuvered around to his left as we walked back the way
I originally came. I noticed that the breeze had died down and waved
my hand in the air as I focused my ability to stir it back up. Sure
enough, the breeze was back just as it had been when I first arrived.
Every year on this day, I paid my respects to my master. It was
on this day, twenty-six years ago, that I freed him from the control
of the ones who use science and technology for their own magickal
purposes. They are known as the Aurelians, our sworn enemies; they
represent everything that we have grown to distrust and, in some
ways, fear.
The Aurelians do not abide by our traditional ways and have exploited
their power in order to gain wealth and domination over the entire
globe. They are responsible for the technological advances the human
race has made over the centuries, but more recently their goal is
to integrate the machine into the lives of every single human on
Earth by making our race into the machine. The only forces that
stand in their way are the traditional sects, and they mean to destroy
us all. They are, by far, the most brutal and ruthless forces in
the world.
To further their cause of destruction, a member of the Aurelians
had somehow infiltrated our dojo and gained my masters trust.
Somehow, this person was involved in the contamination of my masters
mind to the point where he was susceptible to any suggestion the
Aurelians put forth.
When I was twenty-three years old, Ishiru Akagi was given his first
order: the elimination of all his students whether they were currently
studying magick or not.
I had just dismissed a group of students from a sparring exercise
when the first screams were heard. Like everyone else in the dojo,
I turned my head toward the noise. I saw the wooden, sliding door
to the next room bow outward and splinter as three shadows were
pressed against it; the shadows flailed their arms about as blood
flowed from the crack between the door and the floor.
The screams increased in volume until, all of the sudden, they were
cut off and only a slight gurgling sound could be heard. The shadows
dropped violently on the floor and the sound of hideous laughter
filled the entire dojo.
It cant be him, Kenji Sakura, a fellow sensai,
mumbled. It just cant be.
I couldnt believe it, either, but I knew that it was him.
My master had just killed three of my fellow instructors in his
private chambers.
The door blew apart and sent splinters throughout the room. A number
of students were badly hurt by the flying pieces of wood; their
cries of pain echoed across every beam in the large, wooden dojo.
My eye! My eye, master, my eye! a student screeched
in Japanese as he held the remains of his left eye in the clutches
of his hand.
Master Akagi stood there while he held the head of Sensai Yukimoto
in his right hand. His face was twisted in a purely evil smile as
his ivory white teeth shone brightly between his lips. Tomi Nagumo
rushed him, and he tossed the head right at her. He moved so fast
that all anyone could see was a blur, and by the time he had stopped,
she was nothing more than a crumpled piece of flesh and bone on
the floor. His smile only grew wider with this new kill.
TOMI! Masahiro screeched. NO!
My master laughed maniacally as Masahiro stepped toward him. That
grin was still on his face as he blocked every strike Masahiro attempted
to land. He grabbed one of Masahiros legs as he kicked and
ripped it right off his body.
Tomis brother emitted a scream the likes of which I had never
heard before; my ears actually hurt and tears welled up in my eyes.
Blood sprayed from the empty hip socket as he hopped around on his
only leg. He gripped the small stump that swung around in the air
with both hands as he continued to scream. The spine-tingling scream
was cut off with a soft grunt as Master Akagi grasped both sides
of his head and twisted sharply to the right. A loud crunch ended
Masahiros pain in an instant, and my master dropped his lifeless
body to the floor with a thud.
Kenji stood right beside me as my master continued to advance
ever so slowly on the rest of us. He was sweating just as much as
I was and equally scared. What has happened to him, David-San?
I dont know, Kenji-san, I just dont know.
We both moved to the back of the room to protect several students
as they quickly exited. All the while, Master Akagi slaughtered
each student and instructor that challenged him. We watched as he
used the full extent of his powers on his attackers; bodies blown
back by immense fireballs from his hands, bones shattered with a
single touch of his fingers, flesh melted with a single thought
from his mind. If he was encircled by scores of opponents, he placed
subliminal messages in their minds so they would kill each other
until they could kill no more. Rivers and pools of blood and gore
were everywhere, and some students slipped on the remains of their
fallen comrades, much to my masters delight.
I knew that those who stayed to fight had our ability, but if they
were too badly injured or near death, they couldnt use it.
Only the most powerful of us could hope to use magick when theyve
reached that point. The way things were shaping up, few were still
alive to use any powers. I couldnt stand it any longer. I
had to do something. I ran for the weapons rack on the far wall
to my right, grabbed a double-bladed spear off of it, and turned
around to confront my master, but found that he was already there.
You wish to kill me, insignificant piece of trash? he
said calmly. Try if you will, but I will destroy you as I
have everyone else here.
I let out a loud kiai as I tried to thrust the spear into his body,
but he had already moved to the side and smashed his foot into my
ribs before I could even blink. My body went straight through the
wall and landed violently outside the dojo. After I stopped skidding
on the cobblestone outside, I rolled into a fetal position while
blood cascaded out my nose and mouth.
MASTER! NO! I heard someone scream. The next thing I
heard was a loud snap of vertebrae, then more screams.
I summoned up strength from deep within myself and used my powers
to try to heal my battered body. I was only able to heal part of
my ribs and some of the internal bleeding, but I could at least
stand. I slowly rose from the ground and wobbled a bit before I
ambled back to the dojo.
A body was flung out the opening that I had made just moments before
and exploded. Limbs and other bodily organs were strewn all over
the ground and the dojo as more screams penetrated my ears.
This must end now, I said as I treaded through the gore.
I ran as fast as I could through the opening and stopped in the
middle of the floor, just in time to see Master Akagi strike Kenji
with a double palm-heel strike to the temples. Kenji fell to the
ground like a stack of bricks as I levitated myself with enough
speed to deliver a flying side kick to my masters head. I
figured that since he had his back to me, I would be at least somewhat
successful. I was wrong.
He didnt even turn around to see me. He merely raised his
arm up and extended one finger in the air. That was enough to stop
my flight just inches from his head. He laughed that sickening laugh
one more time as he slowly pivoted on the balls of his feet to face
me. His body and clothes were covered in the blood of his students
and his eyes were the darkest green I had ever seen.
You are stubborn. You are no different than the rest of thesepeople,
he grinned.
I groaned as my body hovered in the air, completely helpless and
scared out of my wits. I knew it would be over soon, but I felt
that there was one more thing I could do against him. I focused
my powers at the bones in his face to see if I could shatter them.
I hoped it would be enough to at least release his hold over me.
Aaahhhh! my master shouted as my effect worked itself
into him. Unfortunately, he was too powerful for it to do any permanent
harm, and he shook it off with no trouble. His face grew tighter
and he spoke again. You will die a very bad death. A very
bad one.
For the first time, I felt the full effects of my masters
ability as he twisted my innards until they bled, then used telekinesis
to throw me against the ceiling with such force that my entire face
was smashed and bloody while vital parts of my skeletal structure
were shattered. I crashed onto the dojo floor and the last thing
I remember was Master Akagi as he walked right out of the bloodbath
he had caused. Before I blacked out, I could see a cloud of mist
as it surrounded him and then nothing. Nothing at all.
My vision was severely blurred and my eyelids fluttered wildly
as I gradually regained consciousness. I had no idea where I was
or how long I had been out. My body was still racked with pain,
but for some reason it slowly subsided with each moment that passed.
I thought I heard a voice behind me, but I couldnt tell for
sure, since my hearing was slightly impaired, probably a result
of the impact as I hit the dojos ceiling. I tried to focus
my magick to restore my sight and hearing, but I was too weak to
have it do any good.
Dont try to use your magick now, David. You have to
rest first, a voice inside my head said softly.
The voice startled me and I fought to regain my senses. I tried
to speak, but only a high-pitched moan escaped my sore lips. I licked
them with my tongue and jumped as the tip came in contact with the
bruised puffy flesh. I quickly retracted my tongue into my mouth
as I tasted the remnants of blood. I used the powers of my mind
to send out a message of my own.
Please, David, just rest. Dont weaken yourself any more
than you are now, the voice said. Youre safe here.
Theres no more danger.
I submitted to the voice and let my body lie where I was, wherever
that may be. As I focused away from my fears, I felt a hard surface
underneath me, and my arms and legs werent restrained. There
was a constant surge in pure energy and magick that flowed in tremendous
strength all over my body as it healed me; I could feel my bones
knit back together and my muscles rebuild themselves with each second
I was awake. I forced my body to relax and let my mind slip into
a meditative state while I continued to heal.
It would be some time before the voice spoke to me again. I wasnt
sure exactly how much time had passed, but I assumed that at least
a few days had gone by while I recovered.
David, open your eyes very slowly. Dont be scared. The
light will only blind you for a moment, the voice told me.
I did as the voice asked me, but I still felt afraid as the light
penetrated my vision. Afraid that Master Akagi would be waiting
for me, just waiting to strike again like a rattlesnake. The light
blinded me, and I instinctively squinted my eyes while I readied
myself for the sight that would emerge. Would it be my master, still
bathed in blood, that I would see first? Or would it be a portal
to the afterlife where my ancestors would be there waiting for me?
How do you feel, David? the same voice asked me, not
within the confines of my mind, but in the world of reality.
My eyes hurt from the light, but I could make out the simple shapes
of several figures that stood above me. I blinked several times
before the shapes gained more definition. My throat was dry and
my lips were still a little sore, but I could speak in communicable
sounds again.
Where am I? I rasped slowly.
You are safe. Tell me how you feel.
I tried to move off the hard surface, but was immediately braced
by a mass of hands and eased back down.
No, dont move yet. Youre still hurt and we havent
healed all your wounds yet.
I fought the hands that held me down, but to no avail. I blew air
out my nostrils and tensed my muscles while I spoke.
How do I feel? I feel like my bodys been bashed and
beaten to hell, all my friends are dead, I have no idea where I
am or what happened to my master. How do you think I feel?
I spat venomously. I grew angrier with every word I spoke, but I
didnt care any more. I wanted answers, but more importantly
I wanted Master Akagis head on a spike. I wanted to be the
one to beat him to a bloody pulp and then spit on his face as he
bled from head to toe.
The voice must have scanned my mind because it answered plainly,
David, dont think that way. You dont honestly
believe that your master could have done those things voluntarily,
do you?
I gritted my teeth and pushed my ability through my eyes to completely
restore my vision. The effect was instantaneous, and I saw that
the figures were all members of the Brotherhood by the brown robes
and colored sashes they wore. I lifted my head slightly and saw
I was in a completely enclosed room and candle fixtures around the
whole perimeter. The floor consisted of mahogany with large, elaborate
rugs placed at what looked to be doorways.
Im in a monastery, arent I? I asked with
a raspy voice.
A woman in what looked to be her mid-forties bent over me slightly.
Her long brown hair toppled off her shoulders as she leaned down.
She didnt look Japanese, more Western than anything. As soon
as she started to speak, I knew that hers was the voice I heard
before.
Yes, you are. Weve been healing you ever since you arrived
two weeks ago. You were badly hurt and barely alive when we found
you at Akagis dojo. We only managed to save you and another
one of his students before we burned the entire dojo down,
she said sadly. She turned to the Brothers who held me down and
motioned for them to let me up.
High Master, is that the wisest one Brother began.
Do as I say, Yi Sun. Let him up right now, the High
Master ordered sternly.
Yi Sun bowed as the rest of the Brothers inched backwards from where
I lay. I watched him as he backed away. He kept his head bowed down
in shame and embarrassment while his ears burned bright red.
I placed my hands on the table I was on and used my arms to lift
my upper body off the surface. I cleared my throat and asked, Who
else survived?
A boy by the name of Kenji Sakura. Hes been up and around
for the past few days, but still is very weak, the High Master
replied.
Kenjis alive? Where is he now?
The High Master moved to my right side and placed her hand on her
temple. I saw a slight shimmer in her dark blue eyes then she said,
Hes in the courtyard right now, sitting by the gardens.
I need to see him, I said to her.
Leave us, the High Master told the Brothers.
The group of six Brothers, both male and female, bowed to the High
Master and exited the room through the doorway behind her. There
was silence for a few seconds before she spoke to me again.
I still cant believe that its true. Everything
that Akagi told us about you was true.
I was sick of craning my neck around to see what was going on in
the room. I used my ability to lift me into the air as I performed
a front flip off the table. Unfortunately, I wasnt strong
enough to control the magick and I landed right on my stomach with
a loud grunt. I cursed loudly, then picked myself up from the floor
and faced the High Master.
What did he tell you, High Master, huh? What could he have
possibly told you? My anger was building, and I didnt
make any attempt to hide it.
She sighed deeply. That you possessed the most potent source
of natural magickal talent that he has encountered in a thousand
years. And because of that, your knowledge and power will grow to
a level that is beyond your years.
I turned away from her. I dont believe you, I
said roughly.
Im telling you the truth, David. It wasnt just
luck that youre still alive. The fact that you were able to
heal your wounds beforehand should tell you that
How did you know that I healed myself? I interrupted.
In order to find out what happened, we were forced to scan
your mind while you were still unconscious. It was the only way
to know for sure what really took place.
I stared down at the ground and waited a long time before I said
anything else. So now what happens? I said finally.
The High Master put her hand on my shoulder and said softly, Thats
up to you, David. She dropped her hand and turned to leave
the room. It would be a shame if you stopped now, so close
to your goal of mastering Tir-An-Yi. You really are one of the rare
ones that only come along every few hundred years or so. she
said over her shoulder as she left.
Wait! What do you mean?
She turned and walked back slowly to me. In the past, there
have been those who have demonstrated such enormous power that they
have permanently changed the concept of reality.
So who are these people? Where are they?
Thats the problem. All we know is that these individuals
were able to focus their abilities so strongly that once reality
was changed, all memory of their identities was erased from the
world as a whole. It was as if they never existed at all. However,
their presence is still felt to this day, but no one can remember
who they were or what they did. All we know is that we can feel
the change, at least the ones that lived during those times.
What makes you think that Im that powerful? I
placed my arms across my chest and shifted my weight to my left
hip.
You tell me.
I looked up to respond, but I was greeted instead by a gust of wind.
She was already gone. I was left alone with only my thoughts as
my companion.
Kenji was mesmerized by the small waterfall in the gardens when
I found him. His head was bandaged, more than likely from the blow
he suffered at the dojo, and his shoulders were slumped as he leaned
forward to see the water glide across the rocks. His black robe
and green sash with one stripe around his waist fluttered when the
occasional breeze hit them.
It hurt with each step I took toward him as I walked with a pronounced
limp in my left leg. I ignored the pain and continued my uneven
pace until I was at his side. I was breathing a little hard and
it took a few seconds for me to speak.
Kenji-san, are you okay? I asked him softly in Japanese.
His body jumped when I spoke and I knew I had startled him. He quickly
whirled around to face me, his eyes were lit up like stars and he
had the biggest smile on his face that Id ever seen.
David-San! Youre alive! he screamed in delight.
Yeah, Im all right, all things considering. How do you
feel?
The masters told me that I have more healing to do, but I
feel good. At least, I guess I feel good. He looked confused
for a moment.
Did the masters tell you what happened to the dojo, or Master
Akagi? I asked him quickly.
They told me that the dojo is gone and that our master hasnt
been seen since the . . . . the attack, Kenji said while he
held back tears. Im sorry, David-San Its just
that it happened so fast, and ever since Ive been awake here
at the monastery, the other students look down on me.
I felt my face get hot when I heard those words. How do they
look down on you? I asked him in Japanese.
They say that our master is a traitor, and because I was
his student and a sensai, I must be a traitor, too. Im not
strong enough to begin training again, so they all mock me even
when their masters are looking. They all want us to leaveI
sensed it in them, he responded back in kind.
I may not be strong enough yet, but Im not letting anyone
insult the honor of our school or our own. Where are these students
now? I demanded.
Please, David-San, dont do this. You dont have
much farther to go before youll become a master of Tir-An-Yi.
If you go after them, the masters here wont train you.
The hell they wont. If they didnt want us here,
then they wouldnt have kept us here at all. Did you know that
they scanned me to find out what happened to Akagi?
Theyscanned you? I didnt know.
Ill bet they did the same to you so theyd have
more than one side to the story. I didnt get much information
from the High Master that was there when I woke up, though.
Was it a woman with long brown hair? Not Japanese, more Western
in appearance? Kenji inquired.
It was like he read my mind. Yes, that was her. She was with
you, too?
He nodded in response. She was there when I awoke. There were
other Brothers as well, probably masters.
I didnt have enough control to scan any of them, but
I imagine youre right.
As Kenji stood up, it became evident to me that he was in as much
pain as I was. I didnt dare use magick just to sense what
kind of injuries he had; I wanted to save all my strength for the
students at the monastery. He held his arm at his right side and
groaned when he tried to straighten his back.
My ribs are still very bruised, David-San. I have trouble
breathing, sometimes, Kenji strained to get the words out.
Look! Its the two traitors! a loud voice shouted
from behind us.
I scrunched up my face as an intense wave of fury and rage rushed
through my mind and body. There was no way that I could contain
all this anger inside me and I knew exactly who would bear the brunt
of it.
No, David-San, dont do it. Youre not well, and
there are too many of them, he pleaded. He was really frightened,
as it showed by the look on his face; he was completely pale and
his eyes were wide as a does.
His words fell on deaf ears as I spun around to confront our adversaries.
I counted seven males, all around my age with the same brown robes
and red sashes, as I stormed right up to them. I stood a small distance
from the tallest of the group whom I still had a good few
inches on and stared right into his eyes.
Who are you calling a traitor? I asked him.
Im calling you a traitor. Who else would be with a master
like yours? Besides, just because you are a sensai of Akagi-Do,
dont think that matters here, he said with a prominent
grin on his face.
My jaw tightened as I used magick to increase my strength and speed.
I would make an example out of the student by striking with most,
if not all, of my remaining energy and force. My muscles relaxed
in preparation for the strike and I shifted my weight to my back
leg.
KIAI!!!!! I yelled at the top of my lungs as I threw
a side thrust kick with my front leg into my antagonists torso;
his ribs crackled and snapped upon impact.
The student was launched backwards against a stone wall some distance
away. His body made a crude popping noise as he collided with the
wall. He slid down very slowly and lay in a slumped position on
the ground while blood oozed out of the corners of his mouth.
One of his cohorts charged me, but I easily sidestepped and hip-tossed
him several feet from me. I created a huge gust of wind to lift
him in the air and throw him into the top of the waterfall. Out
of the corner of my eye, I could see the clear water begin to run
red with his blood.
Two more came at me and Kenji tried to stop them both. They overpowered
him and one grabbed him from behind in a choke hold while the other
kicked and punched his ribs and face.
I ran over to the student that delivered the blows to Kenji and
struck him on the base of the skull with a knife-hand strike. Before
I could help Kenji, the remaining three wrestled me to the ground
and commenced their assault on my body. I couldnt block all
the blows that landed on me; my face was soon bloodied, my ribs
screamed with pain, and my legs were useless. I knew if I didnt
do something, both Kenji and I wouldnt survive much longer.
A punch landed directly on the spot where Master Akagi had kicked
me in the dojo and I spat up blood and groaned in pain; apparently,
that portion of my body hadnt been completely healed yet.
Were going to show you how the Brotherhood deals with
traitors like you! a student yelled at me.
The fourth student that choked Kenji joined in with the three who
had me on the ground. He grabbed me by the hair and pulled me to
my feet, then drove his knee into my groin. He placed his leg back
down on the ground and thrust his knee up as he drove my head into
the hard bone.
I felt him let go of my hair as soon as he landed the strike, and
my body collided with the ground again. I was completely dazed and
had only the feeling of pain and sticky blood in my mouth to let
me know I was still somewhat alive. I thought I heard Kenji moan
in anguish, and one of the students shout to him to shut up. Then,
there was dull crunching noises as if someone was kicking him hard
enough to break something.
Leave him alone, I mumbled.
What did you say, traitor? Eh? You want mercy now? a
student said to me in Japanese.
I said leave him alone. Just leave him alone, I told
him as I healed my wounds. The effect felt especially strong this
time, like nothing I had experienced before. All my injuries were
repaired almost instantaneously and my senses came back to me. I
smiled as I started to pick myself off the ground.
Ah, but were not done with you yet, traitor
the same student started as I levitated clear over his head and
twisted like a corkscrew in the air.
No one could see any more than a blur as I landed on both feet and
shot out blasts of pure electricity from my hands at the student.
Without hesitation, I launched back in the air in between two students
who stood next to each other. While still airborne, I threw a front
kick-side kick combination into each of their faces. As I floated
back onto the ground, I faced the last student with the coldest
expression on my face that I could ever remember.
Please, I dontI mean, you cant
he sputtered.
I moved with inhuman speed directly at my opponent, picked him up
by the neck with both hands, and lifted him straight off the ground.
His legs dangled by my hips as he thrashed about in my iron grip.
The next time you insult my honor, or my friends honor,
I will kill you and anyone else that stands in my way, I said
coldly as I gazed into his brown eyes.
He tried to speak, but my grip cut off any air to his lungs and
brain. His eyes were rolling into the back of his head and the thrashing
was slowing down to a minimum. He was making gasping sounds and
his air supply was slipping away.
Members of the order of the Brotherhood do not make war on
one another. Remember our mission in life. We are here to preserve
and protect all life, David, especially those within our sect,
a voice in my mind said to me. It was the voice I had heard while
I was between death and life; it was the voice of the High Master.
I released my hold on the students throat and stood completely
still as he plunged to the ground. I backed off as he clawed and
writhed on the ground hopelessly to catch his breath. My mouth was
partially open as my rage gradually died down. I went to Kenji and
kneeled down on one knee beside him.
Kenji-san, I am so sorry. I shouldve listened to you,
but I let my anger get the best of me, I whispered to his
mangled body.
I took his hand in mine and focused all my ability to heal him.
I saw a soft, amber glow surround us and penetrate his flesh. His
cuts, lacerations, and broken bones were all slowly healing before
my eyes. When it was over, Kenji was completely healed as I was.
I tried to stand, but my legs wouldnt move. I felt extremely
weak and dizzy, and before I knew it I had fainted. I think only
a couple seconds went by before I came to enough to see just blurry
images all around me. I could make out several shapes in the courtyard
and I heard them gasp and whimper as they took in the horrific sight
of their fallen comrades.
Take them to the purification springs. Go on, be very careful.
The High Masters voice was unmistakable.
I rose to my feet and swayed as if a strong breeze gently blew my
flesh and bones from side-to-side. I smiled a big toothy grin and
crumpled back down on the courtyards ground. I was completely
out this time, exhausted from my use of magick and physical exertion.
You were thinking of the past again, were you not, David-San?
I had a distinct feeling that my master had probed my mind just
enough to figure out why I hadnt said anything to him for
the past few minutes. As we continued down the hill, I smiled only
a little and looked at him.
Yes, sensai. I was.
Hm. Try not to think of it so much. It is a reminder, not
something to relive day after day.
I know, but its hard. I cant shake it.
As much as you felt anger, I felt shame in what happened.
I feel responsible for my actions all those years ago, but I could
not control what I was doing.
Dont look so grim, Master. I realize that you didnt
have any choice in what went on in the dojo. I just wish
Wish that you could have done something? I can still read
some parts of your mind, David-San You cannot block out everything
from me, after all. No, there was nothing that you could have done
at that time. You were not strong enough, not as you are now. Not
one single person in that dojo could have stopped me.
Master, Im sorry that I even thought about it, but I
cant get it out of my head.
Master Akagi waved his hand about and shook his head. Some
day you will, but for now let us forget about it.
Of course, sensai.
We approached the bottom of the hill and walked toward the Shinto
shrine at the end of the cobblestone path in front of us. Side by
side, our feet treaded on the smooth, grey stones until we arrived
at the shrine and its torii gateway. It was a large, red structure
made purely of wood yet had an unnatural shine to it, as if it were
made of metal. I remembered that the shrine was formed not only
to honor my masters Shinto religion, but also to honor those
in the dojo who died that fateful day and to serve as a focal point
for the return to the real world.
David-San, my master said while he looked at me, I
have noticed that you are not wearing our traditional black robe
and your sash. Why?
I felt the presence of one of your students, and I didnt
want to be too much of a distraction during your training. Besides,
you know as well as I do that I havent worn those in a long
time.
Yes, but what happened between you and the Brotherhood is
of the past.
Thats true, but the Brotherhood still doesnt want
any part of me. Im as much of an outcast as you are, sensai.
A look of sorrow drifted across my masters brow. If
you would please, David-San, I wish to return to the outside world.
I bowed to him and faced the shrine. I raised my right arm halfway
and pointed my hand skyward. Without thinking, I extended my hand,
palm out, and concentrated on the gateway. As I did so, the air
quickly rippled in a perfect circle, then turned a silvery color.
Not even a second lapsed before a portal formed from the center
as the ripples expanded outwards.
You truly have learned much these past years, my student.
Much indeed.
I said nothing, but bowed again as I followed behind him through
the portal back into reality. The same liquid-like feeling hugged
my body while I penetrated the surface of the portal. I reemerged
from the ripples and found myself back into the world I had temporarily
left behind. While my clothes had remained the same, Master Akagis
traditional Outer Realm robe and sash were transformed into a simple
white shirt, shoes, and a pair of khaki pants.
The room we entered was thick with dust and the few beams of light
that pierced the broken windows and rusted steel roof illuminated
the various particles of debris that floated through the air. There
was nothing inside except vast amounts of space, as far as the eye
could see. It wasnt the most likely place to contain a portal
to an Outer Realm, but it was the best choice for the given circumstances.
My master held his katana and sheath in his left hand while he spoke.
If only I could have my dojo back. But, I fear that they will
never allow me that pleasure again. Even if I were to move elsewhere,
the Aurelians would still find me . . .
Something was bothering him and I probed his thoughts to find out
what it was. I felt him try to block me out, but I was able to focus
enough to see past his mental barriers.
Master, why didnt you tell me that you didnt want
to return with me to New York? You couldve been safe until
Until, what, David-San? Until they find me and make me into
their slave again? We have been fortunate these twenty years, but
they will find a way.
But, sensai, I dont understand how they could force
you to do what they want? I thought that we had destroyed the only
way they could control you.
No, it was not destroyed, only silenced. It is still there
for them to exploit at a later time. I am afraid that I will never
be cured of this . . . this curse that I have on me. Master
Akagi started to walk away from me before I darted ahead of him.
Its not a curse, sensai. The Aurelians are the ones
to blame, not you or anybody else. If its true about you,
then its only a matter of time before they do find you, and
I cant be sure that Ill be there this time.
It is all right, David-San I am not alone this time. Even
though our Brothers will not help me, I have you and my new students
that can. This is a new age for us, thanks to you. Now, I must go.
You must return without me, and I must continue to train others
for the battles ahead. We are not rid of our enemies yet, and I
fear that the time is drawing closer to this realitys end.
Oh yes, thanks to me, the entire balance of the traditional sects
was offset. That series of actions changed the face of magick forever.
I shook the memory from my mind, but there was still another matter.
I was puzzled by Master Akagis last words, and I didnt
understand what he meant by realitys end. I was confused and
wanted to ask what he referred to, but I wasnt about to search
his thoughts again because I was sure that it wouldnt do any
good. Something that cryptic wasnt usually found right on
the surface of the mind, and in Master Akagis case, there
would be too many barriers to cross.
He walked to the door of the rundown warehouse that housed the only
remnant of his once great Outer Realm, now a mere shell of its former
glory. It must have been hard for him to create such a place on
his own; normally, masters would draw strength from each other to
form an Outer Realm because of the enormous magickal and physical
strain on their bodies. Since my master had no one to aid him, this
Outer Realm barely met his training needs. The door shut quietly,
the sign that my master was gone. For how long this time? I didnt
know.
I was left alone, as I had been all those years ago at the monastery.
I closed my eyes and tried to block those painful memories from
my mind, but they flooded my vision. I had no choice but to remember
those echoes from the past. I ventured to the same door that Master
Akagi had just left and turned the doorknob. The squeak of rust
and age greeted my ears as the door opened, and I exited the warehouse
and entered the sunlight.
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